I really shouldn't be cranky. I just had a fabulous weekend in Vegas. I should be calm and rejuvenated. I think it's one of those things where you go away for awhile and just have fun and forget about all problems, then come back and the problems are still there. It's super annoying.
Granted my problems are not huge. Pretty generic actually. There's the constant consideration of selling my liver to pay off my student loans, the mildy high, but by no means unmanageable, credit card debt, the wedding planning that I don't even technically need to worry about right now since the wedding is over a year away....maybe I just like to be stressed.... There's also the ongoing amazement at the things the fiance does/doesn't do that I think he shouldn't/should do.
I'm also super tired because I haven't had a day off since Vegas. That is one of those places you need a day to recover from. I was back in the office less than 12 hours after my flight landed here. That's crap in my opinion.
I'm looking forward to Saturday tomorrow. I have a huge to do list (numbers 1 - 10 include cleaning) but still, I'll be home most of the day. And I won't be afraid to touch stuff in my own apartment anymore. I'm a big fan of sanitary living conditions...
I think a large part of my problem is about half the time I feel like I'm failing at being an adult. Like right now, there is very little food in my fridge, my place is a mess, I don't feel like I'll ever get my debt paid off, and I have yet to win the damn lottery. My main goal in life is too make enough money that I never have to talk about it. I can just pay my bills (off), get the random few things I want, buy food, and still have a savings. I HATE talking about money. Money in the past has been a hot topic/ button pusher/ cause for huge arguments. I hate all of it. Which is why I barely ever bring it up now. There has to be a serious issue before I'll start a money talk.
This is the most random post ever. These are the things on my mind right now I suppose. Oh well. Bitch session officially done.
